today;

this morning i woke up and had a cigarette and listened to a song that helped inspire me to keep going. it's called 'broken' by lindsey haun. it's a beautiful song.

but anyways all i had today was a cup of coffee. i think i may have went a little overboard on the creamer but... oh well.(:

i havent even been thinkin about food. i dont even want to eat. i dont even wanna think about eating. my dog's are being fuckin annoying. i'm about to go smoke again. but i gotta pee first. the only thing on my mind is ana. what i;m gonna do is everynight, do this work out routine i used to do when i was like 13 every night. i got it out of a cosmo girl mag. of course they dont make cosmo girl anymore... i loved that magazineee. :( but oh well. i remember this workout just like it was yesterday. it was pretty gooood. it's nothing major but it gives you result's. first you do 20 leg lifts, then 10 sit ups, then 20 crutches. & repeat 2 more times. do it everyday and you will see what i mean.