i'm watchin liar liar. jim carrey is soo funny(: lol. i need a cigarette. after i'm done writing i'm gonna. i'm gonna try to keep this ana thing a secret. i'm going to kristen's in like two weeks so i need to make a good impression. especially because my mom posted an embaressingly fat picture of me. i look terrible. we were at the zoo and she took a pic of the family by the water. and i looked so fat and disgusting. i didnt realize how chubby ive gotten. so thats enough inspiration for me to get thru this fast. its on facebook for everyone to see. its so fucking embaressing. i dont want 359 people including family that havent seen me in forever to see me like that! and people who havent seen me since i was a baby, theyre gonna be like 'OMG haha ew. i thought she wouldve looked better'. im so embaressed. ive been begging her to get rid of it as her profile picture but she wont listen. she doesnt understand how much its been hurting me.
so will she ever take it down? probably not.
but i will let her take as many pictures as she wants of me, when i am thin and beautiful<3
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